hi! once again a personal text post i should totally go back to posting more bastille related stuff.. I just wanted to say that I’m ok. I’m sorry if I’ve worried some of you by just disappearing for a few days after posting something quite heavy and ugh that was just really stupid timing because I’ve been loaded with work and I’m fucking tired lately so yeah.. Sorry!
And I can’t thank you enough for being the way you are… you guys are so caring and understanding and I’m very thankful to be a part of this fandom!!
thank you to everyone for those messages. You made me smile even though I didn’t feel like smiling at all and you’ve calmed me enough to be able to go to sleep without doing something stupid. thank you! I owe you a lot! (who knows maybe even my life not sure how the night might have ended if I would have just gotten worked up more and more)
I haven’t gotten to answer everyone yet but I will do so tomorrow! I just wanted to let you know that I’ve read your messages and appreciate them a lot! (took a screenshot for sad days of every message) and that I need to think how to phrase my answers because it’s hard to put in words how grateful I am.
I hope you all feel great and happy and pleased with what you did! you’re amazing! Thank you!! X
thank you! X
you guys are literally the best followers. I love all of you! thank you for being there and listening and making this night endurable. X
whiny me whining about things that are not bastille and might be triggering, sorry